Misperception

“We often refuse to accept an idea merely because the tone of voice in which it has been expressed is unsympathetic to us.”

 After the class got over I asked her that,

“Can I leave her till where she wishes to be with me?” She gave a smile and said,OK as you wish but if you don't have any problem....and I was happy after listening this. While we were going back home we were having a conversations on the proposal that I made to her. She was not at all able to believe that why I proposed her and with what reason. Then she genuinely asked me was I trying to flirt with her....if it is so than it was not a bad attempt because she was impressed and I had chosen a right girl but I told her that It’s was not a game for me or that I was trying to play with her....I was actually in love with but she ignored and stopped the conversation by saying that,"now I should leave her and should go home and let her go home."


“When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left.”

The Eight part

Proposal....

“We can improve our relationships with others by leaps and bounds if we become encourager's instead of critics.”

I tore piece of paper for starting the conversation and wrote in that paper:-

looking beautiful....

-thanks aur Kuch bolna hai agr Ni to padahi karlo 

-ha kehna to hai but samajh me nai aa raha hai ki kaise kahu tumse 

-are muh se ki kahoge Na....to tell warna don’t waste my time 

-okk….bs itna hi kehna tha ki I love u a lot yaar 

-ho Gaya majak ya abhi baki hai kuch 
-are I’m serious yaar.......

-dekho ab Mazak zada ho raha hai n tum kabhi serious Niho skte ho I know that so don’t tell me that.......okkkkkk......

-Kya proof du Mai tumhe ki I love u a lot......

-koi proof Mt do bs padahi karo abhi baad me baat karenge..................With this we were back for studies.

“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.”

To be Continued...

The Seventh part

Excitement....

“Someone to tell it to is one of the fundamental needs of human beings.”

At this moment........I had no idea what to do or what not to do I had totally lost my senses and I was acting like an idiot......I got into the coaching class and sat in the last seat where she usually sits. My maths sir asked me to come in front but I humbly refused to come there. So the class started she came and sat next to me I was like “aaj to mauj hi mauj hai Teri to lottery lag gayi h have fun dude”. 

“When a woman is talking to you, listen to what she says with her eyes.”

and soooo......on......it continued

The Sixth part

Got Nervous.....

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”

For me a day was like a hundred years if I didn't see her........

Her word were like nutrients for me, her smile was like my heartbeat n talking to her was food for me...........I soon realised that I had fallen in love with her and now everything for me was her..............It was for the first time ever that I had ever thought of hundred times in a minute before doing that thing…. I was going to propose her for me it was the first time so I was like nervous so I first messaged her…..

 -hey….r u there?????? 

-yup -r u free I want to talk to u n its urgent…. 

-ha btao Kya Hua I’m free...

-nothing just want to ask Ki maths coaching Ki timing Kya hai bta skti ho??

 -pagal isme itna urgent Kya hai….it’s 3:30 Kyu tum Ni aarahe ho Kya???? 

-Ni main aaunga BS aise hi poocha Kyuki time Bhool Gaya tha…. 

-okkkk….c u in the coaching…bye.....

-bye….

“Love is when you meet someone who tells you something new about yourself.”

See you later....

The Fifth part..

Became Passionate....

“They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.”

I want her at any cost..........and this now became my target of life. So, I developed a passion of flirting with all of my class girls as well as whom all I know and within no time!!!!!!......I became perfect in this but this created a problem for me only because this passion of mine became my habit and everybody knows that habits cannot be changed easily. I don’t know why I was doing all this was I in love with her I actually don’t know…what was happening at that time when and how all this was happening but whatever it had been it made do all those stupid things that I would have never thought of doing in my whole life even. And now my feelings were changing for her. I was unable to understand what was that all? ....was that my respect towards her or was that my care or it was my affection for her or whatever it was….many of these questions were arising at that duration. My eyes became addicted to see her like a fish which cannot survive without water for me it was like an addiction to me. Same as a drug addicted cannot live without dose of drugs so was I........

“You don’t develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity.”

and I continued......

The fourth part

“Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”

 Now we were spending most of the time together so, our understanding level had became better. I don’t know when and how I started liking her I didn't had this much of brain that would be able to realise this. But for some time our friendship caused a lot of problem in her life like,she had breakup with my friend, many of the family issue, and many more. Now, she started acting fake in front of me but it took no sooner to I realised it and started trying my best make her feel happy and I was becoming good at this and now she had a real smile that I like very much and I always tell her that I like her but she always took it as fun and says yaar tum Mazak bahut ache krte ho but any way you are a god friend of mine and I trust you a lot. Slowly and slowly my liking towards her increased.....

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.”

and it continues.....

Third part

Shocking Stage..

It was a shocking news for me to get to know that she was my friend’s girl friend who was not very much interested to talk to those whom she did not know. Yes, it took some time for me to interact with her, but now we were friends. With the passage of time our friendship became closer. Soon we exchanged our phone numbers and got busy again. We both like taking to each other at any cost no matter how. All that time we had a lot of fun, messaging, small quarrels, fights, sometimes we even slightly slap each other with no reasons and we never thought of anyone and neither we cared either it were our teachers, classmates, or anyone else. This all made our friendship better and better.

"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel"

TO Be continued....

Part Two

It goes on...

First time i saw her i was in class 11th when I was lovingly known as The Flirty Boy(my nick name) I saw her at 10:15 when my first lecture was going on.I just didn't understand what and when it happened with me but an eye contact of 3-5 seconds and I was thinking like who is that girl,can we become friends.....but as we both were new in the school we were not very much aware of the classmates therefore many a times I tried talking to her but she always got away.

     

      "I saw that you were perfect and so I loved you"...

After attempting a number of ideas finally i got to know her identity and her past record.....

   

       "All everything that I understand.

         I understand only because I love u"

to be continued......

First Part

It starts here....

  She was my classmate and we were awesome friends as well had the best understanding than anyone can ever have in our batch.Our opposite thoughts made both of us no less than perfect...

                "its not always that a man is perfect its with whom we are perfect"

we always fight for no reason but now I got to know the reason was love, respect, care or any thing that took a place in the corner of my heart because she was MY FIRST LOVE....

I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you would be on my mind......

It was the first time that I cared for someone so impatiently because earlier than that i never realized that what's love.I always heard of it that love is best feeling that one can ever have but from than it was something that made me feel special.....

TO BE CONTINUED......